Learned to love

When I dreamed about love,
You were nowhere in my life.
When I tried to touch your core,
My care was not enough to reach you.
When I learned to smile,
There was no one to smile at.

I cried.
I fell down.
I deconstructed me.

Then I assembled me again.
Learned to live again.
Learned to love me.
Learned to reach me.

Then I reincarnated in a dark evening,
And learned to smile at me at last.

Since then, everyday, every moment,
I learned to immerse myself into me.

Now you smile at me,
Touched my hand.
I felt warmth of love there.

I cried again- yes, truly.
But now I trust me.
Now I learned to trust my love.
Now I am in the path to be me.