A frustration

A gorgeous painting, with all shades of red and yellow, that was a sunset observed during the way to home at the west after a long irritating day. The day was in a weekend. Still it was a long day of work. Work is not at all irritating to persons like me. It should not be. But sometime the way of communicating with the world through the work we does, is irritating. The way of presentation is not the representor's way, rather a putative way how the observer wants to look at it. Many times these two ways are not same. That time the creator of the work, needs to be molded in a popular, acceptable way. This is painful sometimes. Many creator don't want to be molded in a specific pre-existing way every time. I don't know which way to follow! Giving my best of the bests to create a piece of work to serve human health with a proper intention or make a popular, pre-denoted way to present the work to the world with a fake intention to serve human wellbeing! I know there will be lots of thoughts against this true intention to serve of human wellbeing. Whenever a person thinks wildly but very much with true and well intention, there are lots of well wishers to tell him to her that the thought needs to be redefined. Redefined means make it mundane, make it not so adventurous, take the path that already took by somebody else for some other reason, don't make a new path. This is not a true way of invent something new. This boring way of rediscovery we have to take again and again unless we become so old that we loose our physical and mental energy to fight against the systemic mundane process. There will be no sponsoring authority to sponsor our thinking process. We know this very very well. We wait for the smallest opportunity for 15-20 years. We being matured with this journey and then we do the same thing with our next generation workers. We make some technicians who will rediscover things by playing in a safe, known playground. We cannot create a creator, who will think to make a difference at least. Then at the end of the week, we become exhausted from whole day of  work. We will observe a gorgeous sunset from the running car but do not pay much attention because we need to do the groceries for the next week, which is starting in the next morning. This is the way we think we are creating a valuable knowledge bank for future humankind. We are great!